to ignore the psychology of a person is to ignore them as a whole.
to define them by a single misguided act belittles you both.
we are more than what we do.
we are more than what is seen or said or heard.
Wednesday 29 January 2014
Sunday 26 January 2014
Monday 20 January 2014
Saturday 18 January 2014
And there are these most wonderful instances where
everything lines up inside your mind and heart and lays the foundations of
sense. The world unveils itself offering the sort of perfection where flaws
produce grandeur and it invites you in, welcoming you home. These are the
moments we live for.
- Inspired
Turned to 2013
Homemade cakes and cookies, sweets, icing, paper cases, glue, spray paint, toys
December 2013
Turned to
December 2013
Turned to
Friday 10 January 2014
Facts
The facts so far are these.
My sexuality is fluid, my mental and emotional state are regulated by medication, I am an only child and the worst thing I find myself suffering from is loneliness whether there are other people around or not.
I lose myself in my own thoughts and either over sleep or do not sleep for days.
I consider myself average at best but am plagued by a cocktail of righteousness and self hatred. I loathe my body and my lack of discipline.
I was born in London but raised in the countryside by my mother, her side of the family and a childminder.
I have traveled a little and wish to travel more, I believe it broadens the mind and feeds the imagination; or at least that is what I have found.
I complain about unimportant things out of habit but hate nothing.
I have loved and at times it has almost slain me, but regardless of the cliche, it has made me a stronger person and taught me that I can survive by myself and live by myself when the situation calls for it.
I am both a romantic and a realist, a dreamer at heart who like so many others wishes for a better society but does not do enough to better it.
Many things annoy me but it depends entirely upon what mood I am in.
I warn people away from me because I have a history of damaging others without knowingly doing so and have been described by these people as an addiction.
I could be a better person, I am not good and I lack the drive to change.
I am an unhealthy person in every way.
The world is beautiful and there is beauty everywhere except for my being.
Peace & Love
My sexuality is fluid, my mental and emotional state are regulated by medication, I am an only child and the worst thing I find myself suffering from is loneliness whether there are other people around or not.
I lose myself in my own thoughts and either over sleep or do not sleep for days.
I consider myself average at best but am plagued by a cocktail of righteousness and self hatred. I loathe my body and my lack of discipline.
I was born in London but raised in the countryside by my mother, her side of the family and a childminder.
I have traveled a little and wish to travel more, I believe it broadens the mind and feeds the imagination; or at least that is what I have found.
I complain about unimportant things out of habit but hate nothing.
I have loved and at times it has almost slain me, but regardless of the cliche, it has made me a stronger person and taught me that I can survive by myself and live by myself when the situation calls for it.
I am both a romantic and a realist, a dreamer at heart who like so many others wishes for a better society but does not do enough to better it.
Many things annoy me but it depends entirely upon what mood I am in.
I warn people away from me because I have a history of damaging others without knowingly doing so and have been described by these people as an addiction.
I could be a better person, I am not good and I lack the drive to change.
I am an unhealthy person in every way.
The world is beautiful and there is beauty everywhere except for my being.
Peace & Love
The Apology
It is 3.42 am on the 11th January 2014 & after over twenty four years in this world I have come to the realization that my love is a destructive thing which leaves people damaged when they come too close. Because of this I am starting this blog with an apology for all that has come before regardless of whether you have met me or not. I have hurt people & I am not proud of it.
With that said I am not going to offer up any grand resolutions to change my nature; mainly because I am unable to pinpoint which part of my connection to others turns poisonous.
I am currently residing in London, England & in my second year of studying Fine Art.
This blog will be where I divulge thoughts, offer a little of my work & pour random ramblings.
Peace & Love
With that said I am not going to offer up any grand resolutions to change my nature; mainly because I am unable to pinpoint which part of my connection to others turns poisonous.
I am currently residing in London, England & in my second year of studying Fine Art.
This blog will be where I divulge thoughts, offer a little of my work & pour random ramblings.
Peace & Love
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