Facts

The facts so far are these.

My sexuality is fluid, my mental and emotional state are regulated by medication, I am an only child and the worst thing I find myself suffering from is loneliness whether there are other people around or not.
I lose myself in my own thoughts and either over sleep or do not sleep for days.
I consider myself average at best but am plagued by a cocktail of righteousness and self hatred. I loathe my body and my lack of discipline.
I was born in London but raised in the countryside by my mother, her side of the family and a childminder.
I have traveled a little and wish to travel more, I believe it broadens the mind and feeds the imagination; or at least that is what I have found.
I complain about unimportant things out of habit but hate nothing.
I have loved and at times it has almost slain me, but regardless of the cliche, it has made me a stronger person and taught me that I can survive by myself and live by myself when the situation calls for it.
I am both a romantic and a realist, a dreamer at heart who like so many others wishes for a better society but does not do enough to better it.
Many things annoy me but it depends entirely upon what mood I am in.
I warn people away from me because I have a history of damaging others without knowingly doing so and have been described by these people as an addiction.
I could be a better person, I am not good and I lack the drive to change.
I am an unhealthy person in every way.

The world is beautiful and there is beauty everywhere except for my being.



Peace & Love